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- BOOKS, Page 102Balancing on the Edge of Despair
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- By R.Z. SHEPPARD
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- A HOLE IN THE WORLD
- by Richard Rhodes
- Simon & Schuster; 271 pages; $19.95
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- Freud hoped that his mind science would teach people how to
- love and to work. Like most great notions, this one is simple
- to express but difficult to realize. Just how difficult is the
- subject of Richard Rhodes' account of his deprived childhood
- and struggle to escape its consequences. It is a story of
- modest dimensions but classic proportions, involving orphans,
- a wicked stepmother, lifesaving benefactors and years of
- psychoanalysis. It is a story that is painful to read and hard
- to put down.
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- Rhodes, 53, is an author whose breakthrough book was the
- 1988 Pulitzer-prizewinning The Making of the Atomic Bomb. The
- connection between events leading to Los Alamos and an obscure
- domestic tragedy in Kansas City is not readily apparent --
- except to the author. Each story, writes Rhodes, "focuses on
- one or several men of character who confront violence, resist
- it or endure it and discover beyond its inhumanity a narrow
- margin of hope."
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- In other words, Rhodes is drawn to balancing acts at the
- edge of despair, above what he calls "a hole in the world." His
- was blasted open in 1938 when his mother put a 12-gauge shotgun
- in her mouth and pushed the trigger with a slat.
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- Rhodes' older brother Stanley discovered the mess. The
- author was only 13 months old at the time. His first memory was
- of a large stone-and-clapboard house where his father rented
- rooms. The homeowners were a nurturing German couple who cared
- for the boys while their father worked as a boilermaker's
- assistant.
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- In 1947 the widower Rhodes married a 48-year-old, thickly
- mascaraed Texan with a record of multiple divorces. Aunt Anne,
- as she was called, had a talent for intimidation and
- exploitation. As her husband stood by ineffectually, she forced
- Richard and Stanley to do the heavy housework, forage for
- walnuts and sell them door to door. Not allowed to use the
- toilet during the night, Richard surreptitiously relieved
- himself in jars. Beatings were common, and hunger constant.
- While Aunt Anne and her husband ate steak, the boys were fed
- rotting hard-boiled eggs.
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- When a court order finally released the brothers from
- bondage in 1949, Stanley, 13, was 5 ft. 4 in. and weighed 97
- lbs. Richard, 12, was an inch under 5 ft. and only 80 lbs. The
- pathetic pair were admitted to the Andrew Drumm Institute, a
- boy's home on a working farm near Independence, Mo. There
- Richard attended high school and learned to grow vegetables and
- slaughter chickens for the institute's kitchen. There, too, he
- escaped to the pages of books and so impressed his teachers
- that they put him on a scholarship road to Yale.
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- Remembering the Midwest during World War II and recalling
- the routines of farm life, Rhodes again demonstrates his
- impressive powers of description. Revealing the abused child
- still writhing within, he controls his anger like a man
- operating a nuclear reactor. The tension is palpable. The
- accomplishment -- learning to love and to work by controlling
- destructive urges -- is inspiring.
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